light fuse,
run away.
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8:53 AM, The Only Ones Who Know
Monday, December 29, 2008
I felt bad for a while. Then I surprised myself with some shred of self esteem that hadn't been squashed out yet. I know myself best. I've lived and suffered for my decisions for 17 years. I know myself best. I'm not arrogant. I'll hear you out and nod and to the best of my abilities follow the advice given to me. Those were mistakes. Foolish, yes. Understood, no. Bottom line is we can spend out lives letting the world tell us who we are... Or we can decide for ourselves. And if there's anything I've learned today it's "Don't Ask, Don't Tell." Live like it's its 2007... Without the O Levels. Yea sure, there was blood on my chin where I've bitten my tongue but I guess I think better of myself than I thought I did. And with all due respect... I shouldn't say any more! The sense of impending New Year Apocalypsish Doom is gone. I see dawn 2009. Not twilight 2008! WOOOHOOO!!! (: Just so you know I'm not completely mental. REALLY LAH! |